gomer-b

i am really just a whiner. really that is my job title. so this is the best place for me. i can whine and no one talks back.

i just found out that my chronic illness is not going to ever go away. i am just supposed to live the rest of my life learning how to manage my pain. that is fine, but the hardest problem is finding a job that isn't going to be upset if i miss 1-2 days a week. i don't really see that happening. i have missed 4 days of work and i know my current job is going to be upset. they understand that i am sick, but they need someone to be there everyday. i am afraid of losing my job. i am afraid i am not going to be able to find another one.

i am nervous to go into work tomorrow. i have a note from my doctor excusing me for those days, but i don't think my job is going to care.

it sucks!