gomer-b

it's a saturday night and i am all alone for the first time in forever. my husband is at work and my mil is out of town. i love the quiet time to just relax. it is hard to relax when my mil is here. with the constant reminder that we are living in her house, well it gets old. i am glad that she is gone for the week. i will get to just have the time to be myself and not have her constantly checking up on me. it is like i am 12 and living back with my parents. living here can put a strain on my marriage. with me and my mil not getting along it puts my husband in the middle. that is really hard on him and makes for a very stressful household. i hope that we will be able to move out of state as planned next year.

i want to get as far away from all family as i can. don't get me wrong, i love my family and his to, but they are so demanding. trying to have our own lives is difficult with such overbearing parents. my parents are furious about the move and are going out of their way to point out all the negatives. guilt tripping is also high on their list.

i honestly don't feel like an adult. i am creeping closer and closer to 30, but it feels like i am still a child. all i want is my own house where my husband and i can actually be a married couple living our own lives.

one can dream.




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